Deffinatey realizing that I'm an introvert.
I haven't been wanting to contact well...anyone. But I think that once school starts back up and I see my friends more everything will get turned right side up again.
I've always known that I'm not much of a social butterfly, I joke only with my close friends and generally make little or no attempt at getting new ones. This bothers me slightly, it's a trait I loathe in my grandmother. But somehow the idea of branching out is scary so i stick to what I know.
That said, when I am with my friends, I may jump in and join their antics every now and again, but mostly I'm content to watch them have at it. There are times I get desperately afraid that they don't want me there and I have a deep paranoia about doing anything to make my friends not like me because they mean the world to me.
Clarity on your surroundng situation's is hard to come by. I guess that's life for you.
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