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In the mind of a Bloody Oookami
If you don't want to deal with anything: random; confusing; messed up; or just plain useless then don't look at my journal.
Poems
I wrote these when I was bored. stare I do a lot of random things when I'm bored...
There are four right now. And one is pretty morbid. o.o

¥ Comforting Words ¥

After a day of depression
When the pressure has built up
I read the poems you wrote me
To pull me out of this rough

I smile though it's hidden
The darkness starts to fade away
You save me once again with your words
On another meaningless day

I thank you for that, and you must already know...
Vrei sa pleci dar

(The last line is in romanian. It translates to: When you leave my colors fade to grey.)


~~~
? The Light ¿

The night calls my name
The darkness temps me so
Confusion swirls around me
And I fall back in the flow

But light feels so good
And it warms my heart
I want to feel that way again
But it's hard to escape the dark

Now I lie here thinking
Was it really worth it all
To lose that special feeling
For a moment in the dark

But I'm not lost completely
The light is always there
He's there waiting, ever so paitently
That's something I hold dear


~~~
± Poisoned Sin ±

In the darkness I cannot hide
My spirit lingers, ready to die
You find me everywhere I go
But to you I can't say no

Into the light I tried to run
Taking comfort in the sun
But only a moment I have alone
Before I come crawling back home

You are my poison
From you I can't run
You're my drug and escape
I'm addicted to you

It's you I want to die
To go away so I'll no longer cry
I know I'll never be able to live without you
That's what kills me inside

You shackled me down
I'm left in chains
Lost in the darkness
Facing my endless sin


~~~
[Broken Soul]

Walking down the stairs
Strange noises and cires of pain
Outside snow is everywhere
And the scent of blood is heavy in the air

Why did this happen to me?
Where did I go wrong?
All I have left is my songs
I will cry on the inside
Lock in the precious memories
Because once they died, my soul became broken

I fell to my knees, screaming for them to get up
Silence filled the air as the murderer got away
Blood is covering my hands and the rage builds inside
Will I be haunted now, everday?

Why did this happen to me?
Where did I go wrong?
All I have left is my songs
I will cry on the inside
Lock in the precious memories
Because once they died, my soul became broken

Tucked away in the darkness
Pain as my only friend
Their presences still linger here
And it has been more than a year

When there's snow outside, the air smells of blood
Memories of that day come flooding back
The day my soul became broken

Why did this happen to me?
Where did I go wrong?
All I have left is my songs
I will cry on the inside
Lock in the precious memories
Because once they died, my soul became broken
No one will ever heal this broken soul....






User Comments: [2]
Mind-Nom P 3 N G U 1 N
Community Member





Mon Dec 15, 2008 @ 10:58pm


Those poems are very good! 3nodding


Alpha Wolf Renegade
Community Member





Fri Jan 07, 2011 @ 04:21am


I enjoy reading stuff you write though i never write becuse mine sounds lame 9/10 times though the 1/10 that come out good are atleast some what decent. but yours never stop amazing me i love you brooke <3


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