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So this is whats been up.....about a week ago my god stister said she was in my town visiting her friend so she called me(and woke me from a good nap) and said she was at my great granny's house(nanny's house) i would have visited but we didnt have a ride. Then a few days later my nanny went to the hospital due to high blood pressure and some kind of fluid...i had this feeling she wasnt comming back home again. It just so happens the very next day my mom took us to the hospital too see her which i thought was strangfe for mymom hates hospitals. Most of my family was there in a waiting room on the fourth floor cause she was in CCU. I went to see her and i had to hold back tears for it was hard to look at her with all those damn tubes in her. Well I stayed with her for a long time til my cousin told me to wait with my lil sister and like five minutes later...she was gone...I broke down and everytime i saw someone cry i did again.Everyday since monday(the day she died) we've had a cookout at her house.But on August 2nd it was a special occasion cause my uncle came home from jail. Then my mom started explaining to me about the funeral and how she(nanny) wanted everyone to wear white which i thought was odd but i guess it symbolizes a new beginning...i think.well...yeah...i guess thats all...later talk2hand stare wink


PS:could someone please explain the wearing white to a funeral thing to me???