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SYRRRRUUUUUUUPPPPPPPP baby?

It's funny how summer changes u. I haven't been on the computer in days! And so much has happen. Well first of all it's raining like crazy here so I know something bad was going to happen two days ago my do was killed by one of my other dogs. But we don't know which of the seven did it or why. We (me & my sisters) stayed up till 3:00 in the morning putting pressure on my dogs neck to stablizer her, but sadly she slipped away. I don't think I have ever seen my sister cry like that ever. No we are selling all the dogs that we had before to make sure that it doesn't happen again, cause this isn't the first time there have been at least 2 other deaths in those cages. So we know it isn't something we should just over look.

Second off I have changed. I was taking pictures and I realized I am alot diffent form the person I was 4 years ago. I have grown a little softer, I work a little harder, I cry more, share more, live more. 4 years back I wouldn't have given pple a second thought and shut myself out from everybody else. I used to let other pple make the descions for me but now I tell pple what I really want. No more beating around the bush or hint. I come right out and say it. I have oppions now. surprised surprised biggrin biggrin Yay! Horray 4 me! lol