Darkness creeps over me like a vial creature;
Somethings best left unsaid or perhaps better yet untold;
Sickness of the mind;
like the rotting twisted branches of an old tree;
My mind plays games;
Do you wish to join in this sick fantasy;
Darkness has become my home;
and in it I shall make my peace;
Till death takes me this morbid silence is mine own
Written by Tamea Goldenrod 07/25/07
Darkness fell and I was stranded
Alone with my thoughts ever tormenting
Scars of pain past ripped open to bleed anew
A river of red the tears that I cried for you
All is lost
My world has crumbled
Yet I am not dead
Tell me the answer to ease my pain
Tell me the reason why I must suffer
What wrongs have I done to deserve such pain
Or perhaps my freedom lay in the hands of another
One who could break the chains that hold me here
One who could feel the pain as keenly as I
Written by Tamea Goldenrod 08/8/07
Ever tormenting
Twisting and turning.
My blank nothingness has changed and now I grasp at straws.
I watch as the light filters through, pressing back the veil of darkness in which I have been hideing.
All I have known changes before my eyes.
Those vile beasts with there great pearly teeth scream as the light hits them.
There shreaks fill the air, but for the first time I am not afraid.
I will be alone, unshielded in the light.
Cover my eyes and hope for the best as I step out of my comfort zone.
Palms sweaty, hands clenching at my sides.
So many worries and fears, Push them aside.
It will be okay.
It cannot get any worse then it has been.
So long as the light stays the darkness cannot take over again.
Written by Tamea Goldenrod 02/19/08
Somethings best left unsaid or perhaps better yet untold;
Sickness of the mind;
like the rotting twisted branches of an old tree;
My mind plays games;
Do you wish to join in this sick fantasy;
Darkness has become my home;
and in it I shall make my peace;
Till death takes me this morbid silence is mine own
Written by Tamea Goldenrod 07/25/07
Darkness fell and I was stranded
Alone with my thoughts ever tormenting
Scars of pain past ripped open to bleed anew
A river of red the tears that I cried for you
All is lost
My world has crumbled
Yet I am not dead
Tell me the answer to ease my pain
Tell me the reason why I must suffer
What wrongs have I done to deserve such pain
Or perhaps my freedom lay in the hands of another
One who could break the chains that hold me here
One who could feel the pain as keenly as I
Written by Tamea Goldenrod 08/8/07
Ever tormenting
Twisting and turning.
My blank nothingness has changed and now I grasp at straws.
I watch as the light filters through, pressing back the veil of darkness in which I have been hideing.
All I have known changes before my eyes.
Those vile beasts with there great pearly teeth scream as the light hits them.
There shreaks fill the air, but for the first time I am not afraid.
I will be alone, unshielded in the light.
Cover my eyes and hope for the best as I step out of my comfort zone.
Palms sweaty, hands clenching at my sides.
So many worries and fears, Push them aside.
It will be okay.
It cannot get any worse then it has been.
So long as the light stays the darkness cannot take over again.
Written by Tamea Goldenrod 02/19/08
