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I Want to Hate You

I want to walk away
I want to run in fear
I want to slam the door in your face
I want to wish you away from here

Its just too bad that I cant look away
Its just too sad that I hang on every word
And I love the things you say

Remember the smiles?
Do you remember the fear?
Do you still think Im worth while?
Can you still hold you head up without showing your tears?

Because I know I remember
I know I want to run
But its always easier said than done
Its safer here
Inside your shallow smile
Even if Im slowly dying all the while

I know you dont care
I hate you
I can feel your deep stare
I love you

I want to hate you
I wish that I could
But I cant distinguish the bad from the good

I wish I could hate you
I wish you would go
Take your promises with you

But you know that I care
You know I wont leave
I wish I could hate you
But its too late for me