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My blood begins to run down my veins like fire and it goes into my soul, then suddenly my soul bursts out of my like a beautiful pearl bursting out of a hard shell for the first time.my eyes feel like rage and revenge for all the pain i have ben caused.my feet feel like i am walking on a cloud and i just suddenly slipped off and landed head first onto the ground! ouch!! as my lips slowly touches his our bodies moves closer and closer.suddenly i wake up from the beautiful nightmare that i was in.and now u my beautiful soul i may now wed.he reaches into his pocket but there is nothing there.but i dont really care because he didnt need some ring to impress me he has already won my heart. suddenly all the pain from my ex's comes back to me and it hurts for hours and hours and deep down i know they still love me an i still love them too.i know i may have caused them pain but some have caused me so much pain they dont even know how much. then it suddenly disappers.i guess i have learned my lesson from now on.u know.hey maybe i might have some crushes and maybe i dont but i know what it feels like to be in love.i have expirenced it to many times before but my heart broke evry time i gave it to a boy.if u r reading this this is the pain i have to go through very single day of my life.and it stills hurts until this very day.

to all the people who i have ever loved or may become in love with,
hugs and kisses,
nekapooh

(P. S. MY B-day is on AUGUST 15 if u can plz tell me happy b-day! )
8/13/07' date today monday!






User Comments: [2]
BooBear 978
Community Member





Thu Aug 16, 2007 @ 02:37am


look nekapooh, neutral im glad that u wanted me to read this and i know u must still b in pain even though u dont show it when u r talkin to me but u have to listen to me and understand that the past is the past and u have to look on to the future.im not sayin this to b a jerk or anything if u thought i am.yea b4 i thought that we had somthing goin on between us but whut done now iz done and there iz nothin that could change this. i really do hope u would soon feel better and move on bcuz i have and u should too. remember whut i told u b4 and thats that whut we had together was great and i'll never 4get it.like i said, :u will always have a place in my heart. smile


Riki Vortan
Community Member





Sat Feb 23, 2008 @ 06:01pm


Wow thats deep I like it. I feel for you I really do I mean I don't talk much about love but i like think about it all the time and this really struck a cord with me. LATER !


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