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*sigh* camping, I GOT SPRAIN LEG!!! WHY I HAVE TO GO......................... well i can't ecaped destiny or chosen for my path, dang why it sucks for me, well my leg is healing well, i didn't expected it heal little faster form the last time i got sprain, i'm thinking about my past.

I can't remember the joyful time or anything i can't remembered, i don't remember wat my sister promes is, or more then a memoiers i can't remember, it when i was chiled sences i was 4 i can't remember my frist friend name was, i can't remember my friend name here too, i remember some them but i will forget them later as i get out high school.....

It shame i will forget my friends and so on my past, i can't pass when i forget the time it was good, i pretty much remembered the time i was crying i was little kid still 4 that time, because i was alone and that where a friend came to me, my memoiers is in ash i can't remember i can't remember anything barly.


I'm afraid my own hate that one thing i don't wanna unleshed, i'm learnning to control it, but i'm also afraid to lose my self and fall into darkness and start forget everything i wanna keep in my head.

but i will know my promes i made, but thouse are in my heart, my heart tells me te right things, some days or couple years, i might die this is one the thing i got funny feeling about.

i thanks my family for everything, but as i turn 18 i have to leave the house, because i got a promblem that problem is something i been told, and i know i will get back one my family members, i'll wanna travled, travled around the world, i just need find something on my hand i can't put my finger on it but i don't know but i have to followed my heart, i got feeling i might meet up with that thing.

I'm very compation drawing a sword mostly i made likly guy was, but nothing come up with things, i some time draw some peoples, just like the way i like, but nothing i can't complan.

Of couse i'm still drawing my comic but no update changes so i'm happy that some day i seach wat i need to come back

well later see in two day later cya

P.S don't ask for blue tail just don't