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I think I didn't belong at George Fox University. I wasn't used to being judged so harshly and being watched like all the time. I felt like people didn't want me to start being me. It was like I was drowning. I'm sick of pretending to be someone I'm not. Yes I belive in God, no I don't think we should force others to all be the same. I liked R.E.M and music that was ungodly. Behold I love R rated movies and having guys sit on my bed without their feet touching the ground. Call me a rebel but I'm not. I just want to live my adult life the way I should. I know San Jose is easier for me to get used to cuz I grew up here. I'm FREE!! YES!!!