I try to make you understand
That I truly am your number one fan
You dont see me the way I see you
And what I wish for will probably never come true
I wish for you to always be mine
Because when I'm with you I feel fine
The feelings I have dont matter to you
But I dont want to believe it's true
It hurts me to see you everyday
Because I know that you don't feel the same way
The problem is that I don't understand why
I guess it's just cause you're a guy
I wish I could tell you how I really feel
But I'm sure you won't believe it's real
But the feelings I have for you are true
I really really love you...
Do you love me too?
the Darkness surrounds me.
the Darkness fills me.
i lie on my death bed
and cry to myself.
no one can hear me,
no one can see me.
i am alone.
cutting scars, still fresh on my wrists
i can't see anything.
the door opens and lets light in
you stand in the doorway
"i don't love you anymore.
i never did."
those are the last words
i heard you speak
i keep my composure
but start trembling.
i scream.
i cry.
i cut my wrists one last time.
its over.
my heart is filled with sorrow
my eyes filled with tears
i know ill feel this way
for years
my head is filled with jealousy
from seeing you with her
my mind is going crazy
my eyes are in a blur
my head wont stop thinking
psycotic thoughts about you
i think im gunna go mad right now
from being here without you
im going insane
without you in my head
my mind is runnig away
and my bodys turing to lead
my heart is now broken
its now very small
but when you were with me
it was welcome to all
now im all brusied
and cut up inside
no more tears left to cry
they were shed when you lied
trying to get through this
one step at a time
trying to make out
that im actually fine
now im all cold
im gone for good
im never coming back
even if you think i should
losts worlds,
dead hope,
people dieing,
hanging from rope,
crys and screams,
hoping 4 return,
of some kind of hero,
while they burn
i don't understand,
and i don't care,
they can save themselves,
but they don't dare
so here i am,
watching them die,
drinking blood
pure as the night
i'm the demon of death
That I truly am your number one fan
You dont see me the way I see you
And what I wish for will probably never come true
I wish for you to always be mine
Because when I'm with you I feel fine
The feelings I have dont matter to you
But I dont want to believe it's true
It hurts me to see you everyday
Because I know that you don't feel the same way
The problem is that I don't understand why
I guess it's just cause you're a guy
I wish I could tell you how I really feel
But I'm sure you won't believe it's real
But the feelings I have for you are true
I really really love you...
Do you love me too?
the Darkness surrounds me.
the Darkness fills me.
i lie on my death bed
and cry to myself.
no one can hear me,
no one can see me.
i am alone.
cutting scars, still fresh on my wrists
i can't see anything.
the door opens and lets light in
you stand in the doorway
"i don't love you anymore.
i never did."
those are the last words
i heard you speak
i keep my composure
but start trembling.
i scream.
i cry.
i cut my wrists one last time.
its over.
my heart is filled with sorrow
my eyes filled with tears
i know ill feel this way
for years
my head is filled with jealousy
from seeing you with her
my mind is going crazy
my eyes are in a blur
my head wont stop thinking
psycotic thoughts about you
i think im gunna go mad right now
from being here without you
im going insane
without you in my head
my mind is runnig away
and my bodys turing to lead
my heart is now broken
its now very small
but when you were with me
it was welcome to all
now im all brusied
and cut up inside
no more tears left to cry
they were shed when you lied
trying to get through this
one step at a time
trying to make out
that im actually fine
now im all cold
im gone for good
im never coming back
even if you think i should
losts worlds,
dead hope,
people dieing,
hanging from rope,
crys and screams,
hoping 4 return,
of some kind of hero,
while they burn
i don't understand,
and i don't care,
they can save themselves,
but they don't dare
so here i am,
watching them die,
drinking blood
pure as the night
i'm the demon of death
