omg hey wats up! C= today i had a rotten day first josh said he joined wrestling and im like cool all 4 of my bros did wrestling. so briana asked dont u have a sister and i said no shedies i swear all of the first row looked at me and was all WAT? and im like yea shes dead. and well just the look on there faces made me sad but i pushed it out of the way and wen to math and well i got SUPER sad and started crying yes CRYING in front of everyone! i hate crying it makes me feel weird! anyway (btw dats the same class teddy has with me! yes teddy! i wanted to die!) and so i went to the nurse but i hate to take about my feelings and tend to lie about them so i said my foot hurt really bad and so she said put on in ice pack and then call home and then she said 'lupe do u have a sister' yes she said it!......................
1 hour later i call my mom but a voice inside me said 'no lupe dont!' so i said i could go back to class by theat time i was feeling way way better but all these people wanted to no i was crying but i didnt say anything! i hate to talk about my feelings and all dat! i hate people having to listen to me! i just do! id rather listen to someone elses problems anyway! yea so i went trougfht the whole day but that little question and look on the peoples faces really did make me sad oh well! love yalls!
1 hour later i call my mom but a voice inside me said 'no lupe dont!' so i said i could go back to class by theat time i was feeling way way better but all these people wanted to no i was crying but i didnt say anything! i hate to talk about my feelings and all dat! i hate people having to listen to me! i just do! id rather listen to someone elses problems anyway! yea so i went trougfht the whole day but that little question and look on the peoples faces really did make me sad oh well! love yalls!
p.s alomsot forgot about my las entry about the q of the week well i still havnt chosen u no teddy is just to icky and passe but silcence is like wow u no i think lots of girls like him and so once again lupe says NO CHANCE! in hell ill ever be with silence! oh which reminds me today amber and tooth girl went up to hima dn said somwting then he got up and walked away past me and just i got a weird feeling a wonder wat she told him but u no her make lupe jelous is her specialty just like sammy r. and caity c. and all those other people who were happy and laffing wen i had my melt down today...OMG! wat if dtas y i chose not to go home? so i wouldnt give them the satisfaction of me crying and looking weak...kay lupe now im just being weird! lol C= anyway much love C= kisses heart heart heart heart
