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You know, for some reason I feel like that one song, "Boulevard of Broken Dreams". I don't know why, but it's just been my mind-set as of recently. Like it seems that no matter how many friends I have, it always turns out that I am in fact... alone.

Not like it's anything bad or anything, it's just something that I've come to terms with. Like it's something that I should just accept and just get on with my life.

I guess the reason is because there's been a lot of s**t I've been going through in the past couple of weeks.

My uncle decided to jump ship on my brother all because a bill was overdue and the water got shut off. Well, like the kindly old uncle type character that he was, my "uncle" Gerry had the nerve to pack up his stuff and say this to his face. "This is all your ******** fault."

Oh, really?

When he left Tennessee on his way here, he blamed Eric.

When he was on his way to Tennessee from Rhode Island, he blamed it on Little Gerry, my cousin.

You know, I'm starting to get the feeling that he's starting to run out of "blame places" and is going to sooner or later wind up on the streets or in jail.

The reason being is...

The police of Tennessee want Gerry in for questioning on the account of a molestation charge where he "alledgedly" molested a 14-year-old girl. And just because my mother's brother decided to ******** my brother over, this is his just reward. Cruel, you say? Well so is inflicting your own version of stupidity on the rest of the world. So be prepared to suffer the consequences, a*****e!

Anyway, that's all I'm gonna speak of this for right now. I'll tell more in an edit.

May 26 Edit
Yep, said I'd be back again with an edit. And look at who's here.

I'm still mad at my uncle for doing the thing he did to RJ (my brother) when he decided to screw off. Needless to say, he's gonna get what coming to him sooner or later.

Anyway, we are now in the process of moving rooms around in an effort to give me more space. Well, I pretty much live in my room, so I guess that's no big deal. It's also because that my mother's having a difficult time going up the stairs as well. Well yeah, her being almost half-a-century old, that will in fact do that to you.

I also looked at my horoscope when I got on. Here it is.

Aries

Daily extended (by Astrology.com)
Welcome back to the world of the living. You've been working hard lately and haven't taken time out to do much of anything else -- so play, of course, has been at the very bottom of that list. Well, it's time to make up for all that, starting tonight. Get in touch with your friends and family members. The heavens have arranged for all of you to be in the mood for love, laughter and lots of hugs.

How ironic.

*lists this out*

I have been busting my a** off in getting my brother to come here as well.

I've recently been trying to get a hold of someone I know, but to no avail.

And of all things, I happen to be (somewhat) in a good mood.

*sighs* Man, I'm a little tired. I think I'm gonna get some early sleep tonight.