No one you would know/care about probably. BUT that is not the point of this. the point is to say that college is an odd tangled mess of emtions and I am exuhsted and want nothing more then to crawl into my loft and Sleep tilll Matt gets here saturday. Not becuase a world with out him is not worth being awake in just becuase I am exuhasted and really want to sleep lol. and extended sleep sounds partcularly good right now.
Nothings really going on worth mentioning just stupid stuff with people and then class and work and proving to a Dr. i am ADD and not just a pill poper. I miss my cat a lot as always. sometimes I miss Kalamazoo in the most terribal of ways and other times like this week I have had my fill and am glad Matt is cming to me insted of the other way around. lol. *sigh* I had a sort of relization this weekend about me and his relationship. I relized I was treating it the way I hsould have been treating Josh and I's alll those months ago. A short term thing and nothing more. But Matt really wants this to be long term and now so do I once I relized how dumb I was being. I <3 matt and the pink spiders.
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