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I hate my life. Everything I do is wrong, Even my own mother cant say anything good about my life. She cant say at least my family loves me, most of my family hates my guts. The only thing she can say is it cant get any worse, but thats wrong. Everyday my life sinks lower, I feel myself slowly sinking into a depression. My girlfriend moved away and i never get to see her. My family hates me and i dont ever want to see them. my moms a depressed wreak all the time and I cant talk to her about anything. I can feel my life fall away from me. Every day the thought of slicing my wrist becomes easer and easer. It's even starting to scare me.

All I ask is that no one call me emo, or even bring this post up and talk to me about it. This is not meant to be here for someone to see, it is meant for me to write my feelings down away from everyone else