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betrayed....


it sucks when u think u know someone and they end up being the complete opisite...ti got backstaved by 2 of my close friends...guys 2 make it worse ..da sex that has hurt me countless times again and agin...the cause of me being bisexual now b./c i fouind confort in gurls when i was hurt or felt better understud by gurls when i had a problem.
i never expected this from those 2 i loved those 2 guys 2death..i even had a crush on one of themm...but it ends up that ..thgat one guy was the worst of the 2....da one who opened his outh about sowemthing dat eh shouldn't...i felt so hurt and betrayed that the only way of letting it out was by hurting my self...i'll give u a clue wat does an emo kid do to his wrist? yeha u got it...exactly....believe me those guys NOTICED IT yet they act like my friends liek they care liek they haevn't done anything AND that is wat truely hurts...but now...all that;s left of me is a shadow that is slowly fading away...