So, I have a boyfriend as everyone who's read this knows. Here's the thing: I have a little crush on someone at my job. Have, had... I don't know anymore. I mean, the only thing going for the guy is he's cute. I mean, he's a car salesman, so I shouldn't really want to be even remotely interested. Yet here I am, thinking about him while I'm at work, wondering if he has a crush on me or not. Probably not, but the guys here at work joked about him being single and saying I should ask him out (that was when I first started working here).
Last night, I had a dream about him. It started at my house and he was there with another guy from work who manages the new cars here. They invited me to go with them to this fair that Ed (the guy I'm crushing) was doing a rodeo in. I was in the backseat of my car (odd since they were driving and I hardly let my boyfriend drive my car) and we were going up to Appleton I think. Anyway, we go to the rodeo and Ed rides his horse (an odd rodeo actually... he just rode around in a circle) and the whole time I was worried about him. Well, worried... hmm... was I? I don't remember. All I remember is that him and Joe from work were in that freaky dream. Nothing sexual happened, and he didn't even seem remotely interested in me.
I think all of the things my boyfriend has said to me has gone to my head. He always says I'm so "sexy" and "beautiful" and I've never thought of myself like that until I met him. Now I'm so over confident that I think all of these guys have crushes on me. God, I need to get over myself!
 Earths_Eclipse · Wed Sep 12, 2007 @ 12:14am · 0 Comments |
