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okely dokely... Ive deided to make this a daily journal so when my friends get bored and no ones online and pop over to see what Kristyn wrote today.. I'll have a mixture of stories and how my day went Sometimes I'll change the names of the people so I don't exactly embarras anyone so yeah this was my day today...

I woke up this morning and did my morning routine.. Try to force myself out of bed for five minutes, roll out of bed and land on something I forgot to pick up the night before, lay there for awhile then slowly get up to my feet and go eat something. then get my backpack and get dessed, feed my animals and then leave on my bike to Savs. I go through Savannah telling me how I'm turning into Brad ( my current boyfriend and her X) and let her talk at me for awhile get insulted by her and then we go on our ride to school and come up with something funny to talk about. I get to school with her and have her tell me a million times to not go with Brad and hang out with her... so i do cuz I dont like people people being mad at me. I meet Maggie in home room and she bats me around a little with loud talking and random shoves that don't help my headache, but once again I don't like people feeling bad so I only tell her to stop once and when she doesn't stop just ignore her. While Maggie's throwing me aound Carrie is usually talking to me and calming me down and saving me from a nervous breakdown even though she doesn't know it. I go to 1st period with maggie and today we had a substitute I kinda missed Mr.F cuz he seems really mean to most people but he jsut wants us to get our work done which I do and he seems to know that I'm bearly holding myself together that morning and if he does anything to rouse me up I'll be the person he makes cry this year.
2nd period is usually great cuz I can be stupid an obnoxius as I want, but today Mr.D was in a bad mood so I basically was to scared to say anything cuz I thought he might yell at me. Break was Okay today.. I met up wth Kira and Carrie (my best friends) and talked about how Kira has asked out her crush and then I meet up with brad (the love of my life and one of those few people who hold me together as a person) but then I have Jacob ruin it by him being all sad and emo. I can't help feeling bad for him even though everyone is telling me not to. He brought his problems upon him self and I know that but I Do feel bad for him, but I can't try to help him without feeling like crying afterwaards cuz all he ends up dong is yelling at me or making a rude comment or gesture.. so yeah I'm going to give up on him... and yeah the rest of my day was pretty sucky so yeah I'm not feeling very happey right now so dont mess with me