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God i just dont understand,i dotn understand y,pastor say you ment for this to happan,but why did let this happan huh i dont understand why would u take tthe life of one the most kindest people in the world,WHAT DID HE THAT SO WRONG SO DESERVE DEATH,WHY DID U TAKE HIM,I LOVED HIM,WHY U TAKE MY GRANDPA,WHY GOD,HUH WHY,WHY YOU TAKE HIM WHEN I WAS YOUNG,MY MOM SAYS I CAN PRAY TO U AND MIRCALES CAN HAPPAN,BUT I PRAYED 5 TIMES A DAY WELL HE HE WAS IN THE HOSPITAL,AND WHAT HAPPAN THE DOCS SAY EXCUSE ME MR AND MRS. MARTIN WE HAVE BAD NEWS,WHY DID U ALLOW THIS TO HAPPAN,AT LEAST YOU COULD HAVE LET ME SAY A LAST GOOD BYE,LET ME SE HIM ONE LAST TIME BUT NO WHY GOD WHY,WHY HE HAVE TO DIE,.....................God i need ur guidence right about now,God are you listing to me.......will you listen to me even though i dont show much faith.................will u listen to me..............