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empty.

i some times wonder what the people i hurt think of me, do they hate me, do they wonder, dose it roll off them like water?


i cant help but feel love for my friends, i care too much maybe, its a danger to have feelings, i hate it.
again. and again. who else am i going to hurt? i hate feeling tied down. i hate feelings. i cant tell the differece between them, black and white, what is grey?

grey, inbetween, middle, center.
i am sorry i have to do it, but i have to pick, i have to choose.

i just need to not have any friends.