My first entry was a poem just to get some stress off of my mind about Robert. I don't know why it bugs me, but he won't tell me what he's doing most of the time. It hurts because it makes me think that he A) doesn't trust me, and B) is keeping secrets from me. He used to tell me all the time when I would ask and all of a sudden, he's saying that it's none of my business. I tell him what I'm doing when he asks. Don't I have any right to ask him too?
And it bugs me that he's more interested in video games on his PS2 and computer than me when I'm over. He plays games that I don't want to play (sports games don't interest me) and expects me to just sit there and watch him. Then when I want to play, he lets me but then expects me to let him play one of his games and make me watch when he's had all day to do it. I swear, he doesn't do anything but play video games, watch tv, and lay around. He could find more constructive stuff to do. And he wonders why his older brother is his dad's favorite? He keeps the house cleaner, that's for sure. His brother cleans the kitchen and Robert does NOTHING. And yet he says that he's too busy to do anything about it. He sleeps until 10 am, and I'm sure after that he plays his games to "unwind" from all of the stress he has and claims that he was busy all day. Don't get me wrong, I know he does have things to do sometimes, but there are times when I wonder.
He seems to be treating me like I'm a burden to have around him. He says that I'm causing him stress... BULLSHIT!! If that's how he views things, then that's IT!! I've ******** had it!
 Earths_Eclipse · Thu Oct 11, 2007 @ 02:08am · 0 Comments |
