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Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late


That night was dark, misty and a pale moon rose over the forest. we were walking home from a party, smiling and laughing, but you had an air of sadness around you. i asked what was wrong, and you yelled at me. i didn't understand, until you looked at me and said it was time to go. i didn't understand, until you brought out the gun. i shreiked, and started to cry. i begged you not to do it, but you refused to listen.

there in the forest of the misty night, you said it was time to end your life. i begged for you to drop it, but you said you wanted to go...

No matter what i've said, you said you wanted to die. i told you it'd all get better in time...but you took the knife...you said it was time to die...you shot yourself in front of me....i screamed mutely as i watched you fall silently to the ground. i tried to yell..to call for help, but my throat was dry.


the walls began to close in around me....the world began to spin into a blur. i didnt' understand what had happned...i was scared...so terrifed of what had happened. my mind didn't want to grasp the truth, but it was real all right..you were dead...


when i came back to my senses, i saw your body on the ground, with blood lying around. i managed to scream softly, but not loud enough for anyone to hear. then, in the shadow of the night, a figure moved closer to us. i looked up in fear as the figure advanced closer. it smiled wickidly, lowering its fangs. as it came closer, i realized the danger i was in. my best friend lay dead, while a mysterious stranger was coming for me. what was i supossed to do? should i run? just as i made my descion, the figure made its move, and jumped towards me.....






to be contiuned if anyone reads this and comments...not that anyone would...