Well this saturday was a bit of a bad day, my girlfriend was woking on her play and I did not get to see her; however the play went alright even though a friend of mine stole the script. Then my eyes and head started to hurt because I was getting sick or something like that, and finally the worst news came to me. J-chan, the girl I consider my little sister is not going to be able to visit us at the magazine anymore.
I'm not sure on the details, but something bad happend. When I heard that we were not going to be seeing each other anymore I was so shocked I did not hear her explanation. i may call her later to see wth.
Lately I have noticed that a lot of things are changing in my life, college is almost over, I'm in a loving and serious relationship, my magazine is entering the professional stage, my friends are either leaving or have become enemies, the power rangers are done for me as well as video games, and now this.
I embrace change, it is the best thing to do but I am still (saddly) human and it is hard to accept these things. A friend in gaia also has gone through a lot, much more then I have, and thats why I do not want to cry or be bitching about my problems. But I needed to let this out and this is the only medium through which I can do it with out anyone from my real world knowing.
Finally, bye bye J-chan. You were with me for a long time, and I knew that one day you had to go follow your own path (I just didnt think it would be so soon). Take care little sis, take care.
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