I dont know... lately I have just felt.... a bit off. I dont know... but I dont feel the same. My parents have noticed a change too... they say I'm not as happy as I used to be. In my dads words, " You seem less Cheery.... what happened?" and all I can do really is shrug. I dont have the answers they want for my behaviour becuase I dont know the reason for it myself. I've been grumpy... easily irritated and well... miserable.
Also I've been very sensative lately, not wanting to be alone for very long... on the internet or in real life. But I can't explain it... I just dont know what it is. Its like I dont want to be alone but I dont want to be around people. Does that make sense?.... probably not.
Urhg, I dont know what to do..... I dont want to worry people but I don't know how to fix myself. Its like I'm broken and there are no real instructions on how to fix me. *sighs*.... Gods I dont know....... cry
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