So last night caused a lot of issues. one started while attempting to work on a project. then it grew. kinda sorta a landslide affect. i have a lot of issues to work out and i feel as though i've lost my way in life. There is no pleasure in Archaeology or anthropology anymore for me. And trying for another field is altogether out of the question. I don't know what is going on with me. I ask myself what I want to do and the question brings nothing but tears and confusion, frustration and even anger. I want a degree in something. I truly do but what if i can't get one. What will I do? and if i do what will i do? work in a field in which i have a growing dislike? at one point i loved archaeology, i loved history, i loved working with the materials and learning. Now its something i no longer like. something i can't stand to be around. i dread going to the classes, i feel trapped.
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