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why is life so hard i hate it, i wish it were simpler to do what i want but i can't and it ******** screws. Well saturday i had fun i got to stay with my boyfriend all day then the next day we got back together and went to the old port festaval, it's a festaval in downtown Portland, Me that happens very year. Then we went back to my place and hung out this my mother came home and then after a while we wanted to have Sekkusu so i checked to see if my mother was still home and sure enough she was so we didn't get to have any fun at all. Well if all goes well then after graduation were going to do it, if not then boo hoo not far i really want to again it feels so good. My friend's kinda jelous of me because i was the first one to do it before her, well i was tired of being the second one to do things so i did it first and i loved it. now i'm just consurned that i might be... pregnant but hey that's my own fault for one day of shear pleasure huh, i just hope i'm not cause if i am then my mother will kick me out of the house and then i'll have no where to go. My boyfriend already said that he'll marry me if i do get pregnant.

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