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OMFG! No more. I already took on so ******** much!

I'm mad because Ella has disappeared off the face of the Earth, at least to me. sweatdrop

I'm pissed that my two best friends are getting a divorce, possibly. If they don't, they really should. I'm pushing for it either way. Why do people hurt each other? Either way, things will never change and I think one will just kill themselves or do something they'll really regret.

I feel so bad for my mom. I feel bad because I can't stop crying. I feel bad for my father. I'm so pissed at my brother. How could he be such a stupid twit?! My stepfather I even feel bad for. I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I hate my hubby for not understanding. His family is altogether. They're all lovey dovey. His siblings would never do this to anyone else in their family. I'll never see my baby brother again. It's not fair. It's not! God, I hate people. My poor mom. She's blaming it all on herself. My dad is blaming her too.

My father and mother both had to change their wills because they included my brother and they're both talking about death because they're old. My father's in the hospital, claiming he's dying. I don't know if he's exaggerating or if he really is.

I can't take it anymore. I have no one to talk to. Hubby just doesn't understand and I need a friend. Hard when you have none.