ick. My emotional life got really complicated really fast.
Theres finally a girl who has the potential to understand what I'm going through. She shares a lot of similarities with me and is intelligent. Kind of cute too. Even better she seems to really like me. At the very least as a close friend.
Problem being that I'm not sure I'm not able to explain whats going on with me out loud just yet. With words its doable, no room for human error and if I make a mistake I can simply edit it, typing is easy its speech that is hard...
Anyhow she trusts me and I'm not sure how admiting my feelings (even if I don't know exactly what they are) would affect this.
To top it all off I'm acting more like two people than ever now. I don't just have conversations with myself anymore, I've developed two distinct personalities that occasionally mix together. However now they're actually getting out of my head. I found myself refering to myself as 'he' when I didn't want to. I don't usually speak in the third person except to annoy people.
Oh well, it'll all turn out for the best.
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