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OMG! so much freaking drama! make it all stop! scream
urgh! im so tired of this stupid highschool relationship crap! i pretty much went through a hell of my own with it last year (though alot of it was my fault too redface cry ). but now do i get a chance to get away from it? NOOOOO!
im sorry. im a little ticked. its just so pointless. relationships are pointless. you just turn to mush (or an emotional wreck if things go wrong) and say things like "i love you" and blah blah blah and before you know it its over and you dont even mean all those things you said before. then you just move on to the next person and do it all over again. its so pointless! i love my friend but i dont understand why she always needs to be with someone. its so much easier to find contentment in solitude. im good staying sane inside my own insanity. i dont need someone coming along and messing it up. i dont understand how she could put herself (and the people she's with) through all that. im not trying to say its wrong. i really just dont understand. oh well....... thats all.