It's just a crush
If it's just a crush, why does it hurt so much? I've seen the way he looks at her. Why won't he look at me that way? But I'd settle for a little less. I'd settle for him just recognizing me, just caring enough about me to be worried when I'm hurt. Or maybe I wouldn't. But it'd be enough for now.
It's just a crush.
If it's just a crush, why is there this gaping hole in my chest? Why does it hurt so much when I remember he barely knows me? Why can't I be content with just knowing him? I get so selfish. I should move on, but I can't.
It's just a crush.
If it's just a crush, shouldn't I be able to get over him? To move on, find someone else? If that's true, then why can't I? I should forget him, move on. There are others out there, aren't there? No, none like him.
It's just a crush.
It can't just be a crush, can it? I don't think so. And wouldn't I know? Shouldn't I be able to know? I think so. But everyone tells me it is. And they tell me to get over it, to find someone else, someone better. After all, he loves someone else. I'd never have a chance with him... right?
It's just a crush.
No. No, it's more then a crush. Because I can't get over him. I can't find someone better. So... Maybe, just maybe, it's much more then that, then a crush. Maybe... maybe I love him.
 Faith-Hoping-Love · Mon Oct 22, 2007 @ 06:14pm · 4 Comments |
