AGH! What am I to do? My mind, emotions, everything, tossed around. I don't know what is right or wrong, up or down, anything. There is nothing I can do. I fail at everything. I'm loseing my mind and I am in no hope of finding it. Why must this go on? Why am I so torn from everything, why is everything I do wrong to me? I can't do what my mind says, nor my heart, nor anything else. The collapse of everything I know and love is happening, the worst is that I am the cause. The horrible oblivion that is life will not let any of us go without a fight. I live my life in as little worry as possible but life demands that you worry. So everything I try so hard to ignore is sent back thousands of times harder. I know not of what I can do.
Please do not comment on this or ask me about it. I'd rather not discuss it. I keep it on public in case I edit it for one's help.
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