Haven't posted s**t in this thing for a long time an no one ever reads um anyways lol. But at the moment my heads killing me, I'm confused and scared beyond what i know. I don't know what to do or what to think, I'm worried I'm doing something wrong or that i just bother everyone. I asked a friend today what I should be doing or maybe have a hint as to where to turn, he said follow my heart... What if I don't know what my heart wants? Or I get mixed messages and get more confused, I've tried to express my feelings and I've tried to say whats on my mind. I'll admit its my weak point in all 100% truth. I could never say what i wanted cause I'd get scared or upset and just break all to peaces. I want help.. just a little.. I need to have the emotional support constantly. Even if i do always think of negative thoughts or of things i shouldn't be.. I try really hard not to, but i fail in the end. I guess my minds too weak or something lol. Oh well thats about it, really this means nothing to most of anyone who reads this (if it even gets read). I just needed to vent off a little, so I'm not bottling it all up inside an making myself worse.
Codekittens Mule Community Member 
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