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Staring out at the sky, I wonder what's just beyond this place. There are so many things we don't see, so many things I know all too well. I woder.......does anyone else look at this world in the same way, and see the things just beyond sight. Well......I guess I'll find out soon.

11/10/07
The house is quiet without everyone here. Mom and Dad are always doing something at work, and I'm stuck babysitting the kids again. Ah well, it's not like I don't like it, and they pay me for doing it, so why am I complaining. Things are even better on Gaia Wolfia's end. The battle ystem website was launched recently, and she can't wait for the chance to kill a few monsters. However, the tension is also building because she bought this evolving item 4 days ago, and it still hasn't hatched. At least superior form is going up in value.

Maple Wolfia is doing well, too. I checked in on her, and she's reached level 33 now. She says things have never been better with her new armor. And to think: only two levels until she can use the armor that high level gave her 1 long week ago.....

I'm okay, too. Things are a little boring without Sis and Mom here, but at least they're living closeby. Nothing's changed, you know. She still comes by and buys groceries sometimes, she still tells me she loves me, and it's not like she and Dad can't have a pleasent conversation anymore. Nothing's changed, and nothing ever will, not in those respects. Still, shouldn't I feel more.....I don't know........sad? Maybe it's because I'm not always me. For some of the day, I am Wolfia, on Gaia or Maple, and neither of them have to think about the things I do.

I'm not totally disconnected, though. I still write down any story ideas I have for later. Once I finish college, I can actually turn these ideas into video games, and find another new way of looking at the world: through work. It's funny thinking about it: every time I want to escape from this world, I can just make a new one to put my thoughts into. I guess that's how creativity works, though.

Things are looking good for the future, but I have to remember that I can never look back. This is what I've wanted since I was 8, and there's no point in turning around now.

Miageta yozora no hoshi-tachi no hikari