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Its Christmas time and everyone`s merry
The ball seems to go on all night
They`re waiting for the Christmas fairy
The lamps are glowing sparkling bright

11 o clock on Christmas eve
I'm stranded at home and theyre calling
Captive in a valley of make-believe
I try to climb up but I'm just falling.

There is not a soul in sight
Streets all empty but for the snow
Not even couples on this holy night
Are kissing underneath the mistletoe

Every beggar is in the town hall
Wearing dresses which aren`t frayed
I cannot hear but the reindeers call
As I write my sad serenades

Friends and family all dressed up
Now dance to a tune so fine
One of my pals just called up
Asking me to join all in this merry time

But I don`t really feel so spirited
The trembling hope wont go away
ive waited long though patience is limited
but I think I`ll just wait another day

the night is cold but I feel colder
the night has lost its golden sheen
waiting more will only make me older
but I just cant let go the sight of the screen.

Waiting for that clanging sound
Which could just be your email
But could it just be another Judas
And not the holy grail?

And finally a sound is heard
Hope takes over my weary mind
But its just the bells at the party
Its midnight and they begin to dine

Two more hours pass by
They party on, its almost dawn
But hope has made my sleep fly
And left me alone and forlorn

They`re returning from the ball
And they�??�?�¢??re making such a din
But I hear that sound after all
And I rush to my electric screen

The windows open up so fast
I see your name emerge
The joy I feel is deep and vast
Contentment clears out the dirge

Finally you had replied
I read every word a hundred times
I imagine you writing the email
As you correct my mysterious rhymes

No gifts underneath the Christmas tree
Just the tree and lonely me
But no gift could have ever compared
To the one I had received

No gift could`ve made me this happy
No box of toys topped with a red bow
No one could`ve ever cared less than me
If this Christmas was devoid of snow

But another sound begins to ring
I cant believe my ears,
i hope its just a deceitful lie
But the alarm clock reduces me to tears

But I`ll just get over it
Its happened so many times before
I'm almost so used to it
That I just slump back on the floor.

Every second of the dream I dreamed

Could`ve sworn that it was real

Words are too weak to express

The sadness that I feel.




i dreamt about her....but then it didnt come true....just two hours back tho....i got her email. smile Even your votes cannot make me happier lol....but yet please comment !! i always return da favour....