Well, I haven't had a new journal entry since....like 2 summers ago? Well, uhhh...... >.> I went and saw Evanescence in concert. That was awesome as heck. Ummm....I want to go to France, I planned on going to France, but now I think chances of me going are slim to none...thanks mom. Life's been pretty crappy. My depression is at a high, which means it's been a lot more frequent, waves of it hit hard. I seem to daydream about things that will never true, i'm stuck in dreamland. Something needs to bring me back to reality. I was at a party a little while ago and the girls were all talking about bf's and that was sucky cuz i don't have a bf..so...they can all go die xd anyway, one of the other girls there, well, err sweatdrop she was also....attacked in a way, by the same guy and well, she took it a little stronger than i. She's somewhat gotten over it and it's still affecting me. A lot. And she bluntly said, at the dinner table with everyone else listening, "Has he tried to get into your pants or anyone else's since i've left?" she just bluntly said it. Out loud. And normally I don't tell anyone about what happened. A select few. But she just bluntly said it then later that night al of us were walking around the park and the other girls started talking about him and her, they didn't know he tried to do the same thing with me. It was really crappy. And i'm still down about it. It really sucks when something like that can seem so little to someone else but so big to me....and they don't even know... cry it sucks....:/ well, i'll end this here.
Gothikk_Angel · Mon Nov 12, 2007 @ 11:09pm · 2 Comments |