Well, I had gotten over my shyness for a second, and called him. Took me forever, I'm not kidding. I get very shy around males, but with him, it was like double the shyness. redface I know how your not supposed to be shy around the person you love, but to me, I don't know. But it was worth it to hear his voice. It had calmed me down some, like soothing. I was almost shaking when I was hearing the phone ring, just image when I met him in person. I might work myself up to where I'll make myself sick. I'm just nervous, because I had found someone who loves me for me, and that I feel in my heart that his my soulmate. It made waiting 24 yrs to find him, but it is worth it. I don't know what to do when ever I'm without him, infact I don't want to even think about it. I just can't wait till I see him face to face, and be held in his arms for the first time. Ok I'm getting to mushy, I've never been good opening up to anyone, let alone writing it down. So I think I shall stop there for now.
P.s. I love you Kieslo
 ll Silver Rain ll · Sat Jun 18, 2005 @ 12:52am · 0 Comments |
