Well... I hate it here... I hate North Carolina... I want to go back home.... I was home in South Carolina for the weekend, and even got my dad to agree to let me stay for 2 weeks... but then that b***h of a fiance (sp?) of his got him to change his mind. I'm now here infront of her computer typing this. I would of done it earlier but didn't really know what to say.
North Carolina can kiss my a**. Apparently they don't like goths here and thats the main reason why I can't make any friends. Brenda said to me the other day how I should change the way I dress so I can make friends. I said 'If they wanna be stereo type me just by my clothes then they can kiss my a**. I don't need friends like that." I mean, back home people accepted me for who I was and that was that, but people here or more 'conservative' so say's Brenda. She wants me to buy a whole new wardrobe with just plane jeans and plain t-shirts. Besides that my dad doens't even know how to be a dad. We barely talk... he asks how my day is, say's good night before he heads to bed.... I spend more time talking to Brenda then him....
She thinks its just because he doesn't know how to communicate with me, I mean for christ sake I'm his son! He should be able to talk to me about stuff, I don't need her talking to me about everything and just pissing me off to the point I hate her. My mom now wants to tell me how much she loves me which is nothing but a bunch of bull s**t. If she loved me she wouldn't of let me go, she wouldn't of let her a*****e of a boyfriend get in my face and yell at me all the time. Then I wouldn't of had to runaway at night and call her from my friends house just because I didn't feel safe. Well now I am safer then I wanted to be.... even my own aunt doesn't know whats worse... me living with my mom... or my dad....
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