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sigh Today was akward. When I presentated, I was really calmish in the beggining. Then I forgot what to say, so then I began to become nervous. I blushed. My face was probably really red. But I forced myself to look at Mrs. Schmidt. When I finished...people were clapping really loud. I thought it was just myself hearing weirdly. But Shannon told me they were. I'm so surprised. Ms. Schmidt really liked my invention. I thought I would do horrible. But people actually liked it!!! Mai-chan, I know he has a girlfriend...((almost put boyfriend)) But, their relationship doesn't look real. So, when they break up you could have a chance. ((That's why I liked him)) Though you don't have to if you don't want to!!! I'm just saying you two would be a cute couple. But I don't want you to do this against your own will okay! OKAY!?!!??!?!?!?!? YOU GOT THAT YOUNG LADY!?!??!?! Today I was reading the science book. ((not really.)) Then I flipped to a random page. I saw a golden retriever and a maltese next to each other. It reminded me of Ralf and Snowflake. I felt like I was going to cry a lot. They looked so happy together. Mr. Huffman will give me no choice. I'll be forced to draw the mascot. It will be so embarressing D= Woah I just got 5 comments in my last journal entry! I feel so special! Thank you everyone for giving me your love!!! hugglation That sounded....odd...o_o sigh In 6th grade I told Anna that I would get a boyfriend in 7th grade. I got no one. This year I'm aiming to get one. I probably won't ever get one. It makes me feel so lonely inside. I don't want to be a loner... I guess I'll be a loner with everyone else besides the ones with someone. I'm probably very ugly. I'm fat, I weigh more than my mom. I have zits all over my face. They'll never go away. I don't have a lot of clothes to wear. So you all have probably memorized all my outfits... My face is just messed up. What's wrong with me? I shouldn't be whining. I have a life. A good life. A good life with friends who care deeply about me. A family who I love so much. Clothes, food, the computer, and everything else that makes me happy. I shouldn't at all be whining. I DREW THIS PICTURE ;;;

Posted by: kawaiibunnychan Fri Dec 07, 2007 @ 01:50am

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FoolishlyHopeful
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Fri Dec 07, 2007 @ 02:04am

I'm glad that people liked your invention! It sounded really awesome! biggrin

*huggle* T-T

Look, I'm 180% sure that someone's out there for you. And just because you don't have a boyfriend now, doesn't mean that you won't get one later. Right now, just try to enjoy as much as you can. heart You're beautiful, don't let anybody (not even yourself) tell you otherwise! Your weight doesn't show, really it just seems to add to how cute you are. The zits aren't really noticable when i look. Haha, I barely kno any of my clothes and wear the same outfits week after week! Clothes don't really matter all that much. Your face is beautiful.

*pats ur head* Everyone has a right to whine. Nobodies life is perfect. If you ever need to get something out like that, even if you think ur just whining when you shouldn't be, it's really good that you can. Though i don't agree with you being ugly, i think all the things that are happening warrant the right to be something you can complain about. You're wonderful, and can say what you think. It makes me happy to know that i can know such a great and strong person like you.

That's such a cyute piccy~! whee

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Fri Dec 07, 2007 @ 02:52am

O.O What Nana-chan said...! xDD I couldn't have typed it better myself. 3nodding

I don't even know who this 'girlfriend' is... Hahaha... I'm pretty sure I have no chance, anyway. domokun

GAH, now I feel all use-less. I should be typing encouraging words, like Nana-chan... Just know that true friends (and anyone else 'real', if that makes sense) won't and don't care about any of that superficial stuff! We'll always love you for you! We shall stand by you! *Super Man pose* sweatdrop *glomps* I'll always love you, even if you want me dead at the bottom of the ocean. O3O And I'm sure that goes for everyone else, too! heart

whee I love that picture~! Heehee... "Oh how I love big foreheads..." xDD I can imagine Itachi saying that... Makes me laugh... xD

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Fri Dec 07, 2007 @ 04:23am

you are very beautiful dun sey stuff like that and i dun know who R-chan is so it confuses me T______T oh well u dun have to tell me but i wanna know but u dun have to tell me lol heart

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