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Yeah, I was downloading some music which went very well heh.

Anyway I downloaded some Sonic Adventure (1) music and just hearing the music again ever since those days spent in the houses afternoon, with the reflection of the pool lighting my room. Its not like I got reminded of the game, the music made me remember some important things that I have forgotten when I was younger. Things like (bare with me I use to live like this xD) be good whenever possible, do everything right, always tell the truth, be good, be good, be good.

Dont think that I dont do everything right and dont always tell the truth or be good. Its just when I was younger it was always strive to do everything in the most well-mannered way that was more convenient for the other person. To always tell the truth was to lie to make it the most rightous way possible, "Do you like chocolate?" "Yes I love chocolate". To be good was to try my best not to get in the way. Not to hog the tv, dont sit next to the window in the car, dont speak unless spoken too, dont take showers for more than 5 minutes, dont ever complain about anything unpleasent. Yeah I was a little b***h when I was younger blaugh

Im not sad or looking sorrow, I'm writing this because this is a journal. I put this in here to remember how it was, how it could have been, to remember my dead, rotten, old memories.