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You know now that I think back on those days I wonder what I really wanted
How did I really feel, maybe I did build you up to be something you weren't
. . . . but that was all I knew. Losing a friend is like taking a knife directly to your heart. It hurts so bad. . . and takes so long to heal. . . but the hardest thing is trying to replenish that broken friendship. In my eyes I didn't see us as not being friends anymore. . I saw it as an argument that friends sometimes go through. I didn't intend to turn this around or make a big deal of it. I was a little too friendly I guess and that was my downfall. You're right I didn't know you . . .and I still don't. And what you go through isn't my problem. . .its yours. I guess Im just too caring in your eyes.