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....I wonder about a few things...


I wonder why I'm still awake despite my lack of exam tomorrow and my lack of sleep last night. I wonder how my exam on Friday will be. I wonder why I have a fascination with straightening my bangs every 5 minutes....o__O I wonder if my mom will actually let me dye my hair.


I also wonder about life at school. I wonder why I chose Coastal, and I wonder if my horoscope on my Facebook is a correct depiction of the situation. It is Finals, after all. I wonder if it's all in my head, and I wonder if all the friends I made down here are actually my friends. I wonder why I let myself think this way. I wonder if I'm still rooming with Lauren next fall, and if so, are we allowed to get a cat.


I wonder if my X-mas list was too greedy and descriptive. Topping the list was the car again, followed by some miscellaneous things such as slippers, movies, and some board games. Also asked for "something electronic" with video camera in parenthesis, and a new DDR pad. I wonder if Dad will actually get it into his mind that I need the car for next semester, and if he does, I wonder what it'll be. If I do get a car, what will I name it? (*already has one in mind*) I wonder where my DDR games are....o__O


I wonder if Christmas will be worth being anxious over....Knowing that it's 12 days away has really sunken in on a few things. This is, in all technicalities, the first Christmas we've had not living at home. Doesn't seem like that big of a deal, but usually we're already home, and now we say "I'm going home for Christmas." Kinda interesting, ne?


Well, thinking is making my brain hurt. It always has. >>'' I'm done.