So this is Christmas, and what have you done?
Another year over, and a new one begun.
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So its that time of year again, where the year is coming to a close, and I feel the need to type out a journal entry summarizing this year with a few side notes and whatnot. Right? So I'll start with the beginning.
Last Christmas just so happened to be one of the best Christmases in my life, all thanks to the wonderful atmosphere and beautiful girlfriend Jana Kanoelehua Moore. I swear, when I finally got her, I got it all. There was nothing I couldn't do! And to my happiness, I kept her all the way up until I got stupid.
I had met Jordan, he who ruined my relationship with her... but s**t happens for a reason. Always does. And he made me realize why I love Jana so much. And why I hated the male figure in the first place.
Then Jana and I had went through all hell because of one certain threat made... and we began to slowly fall apart. The love she had for me faded, while the love I had for her began to hide away. So we became an on-and-off couple. Then it finally happened: I had broken up with her "for good."
But that time away with Edward? It only made me realize that I don't want anyone anymore BUT HER. I need her. She's... my soulmate. This whole year, my heart was hers. And it still will be. If I can help it, it will still be hers. :]
All of 2007 revolved around that beautiful girl... and I want it to stay that way. Always.
signed,
LINA THERESE SARUSAL
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