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	Ugh. Men suck.
	Ugh. Men suck.


I dont understand... I asked my boyfriend the other day if he would still date me if i had AID's. He said no, he said now becuase that prooves that i were fooling around with someone, OKay, thats all well and good, but what if i had it and told you that i did, and he said he would not even consider going out with me. That bothers me. It bothers me, becuase no one would want to be left alone with AID's. No one wants to suffer. To tell you the truth, hearing that makes me wonder, wether or wether or not he cares about me, maybe im being Paranoid. I guess the reason i asked this question was becuase i was reading a manga as Boarders, maybe some of you have hear of it, its called Confidential Confessions, number 5. It had a story about AID's in it, and it made me almost cry, the pain the chracter was going through, thankfully her friends and her boyfriend stood by her... So why wont he do the same for me? Why? If something happend to him and he got it, being bitten by a monkey, or... accidentally touching someone who has it with an open wound, i sure as hell would stay with him. This makes no sense to me. Ugh, i guess i shouldnt let it bother me. Well, then i got to thinking and i asked, would you be with me if i had cancer, and he said no, becuase im going to die anyways. What the *******!? Many people fight cancer and many people beat it. Why? Help? As of right now, im listening to Beethoven, and its making me very upset. does he or does he not love me? I would like to know. <3Rachel. sometimes i want to peel away all of my skin, and find a different me underneathe.* [DerangedTechnicolor] · Tue Jun 28, 2005 @ 11:41pm · 1 Comments


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And people who say things they don't really mean, really mean

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Wed Jul 06, 2005 @ 03:33am

thats not right if i were him i would still go out with you because you would be the one that i would love so i would stand by your side no matter what happens

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