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I'm so sorry Mai... I'm so very very very sorry... It's all my fault. I shouldn't have told him at all. I'm so sorry. I feel horrible because all of this caused you to cry. You're not ready. I didn't make sure that you were ready. It's all my fault. I was so selfish at lunch. You started to cry, and I was trying to open the stupid candy cane wrapper. THE STUPID CANDY CANE WRAPPER!!! You were right next to me crying... and I didn't even notice. I should be the first one to notice. I should be... I'm probably even making you more sad by saying this. I love you so much! I can't believe...that what I did...hurt you. I hurt the friend closest to me. Always by my side. Sometimes I don't think I deserve you. Okay I will stop being emo for your sake! I will try typing things that won't get me sad!!! YOSH!!! Okay let's see. Thank you so much for the present Mai-chan! Tis is so cute! I love it so much!!! hugglez love My mom was going to take it away from me because she said it's soo cute! XD Thankz to Miyuki-chan too! I love it so much! I was going up to random people saying, "Isn't I so cute?" They stared at me very weirdly. "It's my character! walks away" It's very akward to sit next to Gaylen everyday. He tends to stare at me... So I become very uncomfortable... The movie in History was akward. It was very boring too. But really weird O_o We played bingo in math. I made a picture for Hughes! I never gave it to her though! I fell horrible...>_< My laziness is so bad for me. Don't ever become lazy! claps for Miyu-chan Today I dist-obeyed my mom and I wore mascara...and eyeshadow. You can barely see it though! I like to put make-up on because it makes me feel special! I don't know how it makes me feel special... I guess I feel more grown-up then usual! Hmmm...I guess that's all I have to say... Well I probably would... If I didn't have sadness covering my heart right now... I LOVE YOU ALL! hugglation power upgrade heart heart heart

Posted by: kawaiibunnychan Fri Dec 21, 2007 @ 01:30am

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FoolishlyHopeful
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Fri Dec 21, 2007 @ 01:40am

Usa-chan... no, you were doing what you thought was right. I'm not going to say it had nothing to do with you and that it wasn't at all you're fault, because truthfully it kinda is. But, it's not entirely your fault. Lunch is over with, and in the past. The only thing that you can do now is support Mai-chan in whatever she does. Please don't bash yourself over this. It will only hurt you and Mai-chan even more... and it's Christmas, you know? The holiday season...? (I'm probably not making you feel better at all... gah.)

The presents are absolutely adorable... x3 The drawing Miyu-chan made for you is good too~!

I hate Gaylen. I really do...*tries to contain hatred*

Gah. I'm sorry, but the only thing i kno how to say right now is I love you. and i mean that with all my heart. I-I'm sure things'll get betters. They have to. Storms always end, they can't go on forever. It may seem like it does, but in the end it will all be worth it. But it may be just cuz im just foolishly hoping... >.>;;

I love you too. heart

Cajirai-Sama
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Fri Dec 21, 2007 @ 01:45am

You were not selfish in any way, you were being a great friend, besides Today at lunch was fun, you made it worth while... xDD Watching you trying too open the candy cane wraper, I was all like O_o ... xDD elowel heart I love you so much, your my favorite person in the world, turns to Shannon, Your my favorite person in the world, I love you so much... O_o xDD Elowel *turns back to you* ~SLAP~ blaugh

Amieku
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Fri Dec 21, 2007 @ 01:47am

aww! I wanna see ur present!! Which character is it???
...i feel so....oblivious...u have all this drama at school.... then when ur all upset I have no idea what's happening or what i can do to cheer u up...
it's all rather....confusing.....

Have u gotten an orphen yet?? have you?? have you??
You should!

iRocksass
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Fri Dec 21, 2007 @ 02:39am

Heehee, it's not your fault at all! It's no one's fault but my own~! ^^ I didn't have to say yes, but I did anyways. I'm so ignorant, ne? x.X Alot of people say I'm so innocent, too. I should probably stop, shouldn't I? sweatdrop
But it's ok! I shouldn't have been crying at all! Cady canes are so much better, anyways~! xDD
Silly, 'tis me who doesn't deserve you guys! You're all so nice and caring... And I love you all sooo sooo much! I'm just over reacting... sweatdrop

Whaaa~! I'm so glad you guys love them~! It makes me so happy knowing ya'll are happy. xD And I thought they matched you three! The foundation of our awesomely awesome 'anime group'. xDD

Ha, people just don't get the awesome-ness of one's own OC. *dramatic scoff*

stressed I dislike him very very much... >___<;;;

Yeah... I wan't following it at all. x.X "Whoa...! When'd they get to a dance?!" 3nodding xD;

xDDD You're beautiful with or without makeup! Just remember that~ heart !

Gah! No~! Don't be sad! It's all my fault... >___< I need to keep my sad-ness to myself. x.X I'm s- . . . I apologize. O.O

*glomps* I lubbles you, too! Thank you for being such an awesome friend!! heart

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