i'd deny if i could
if i could stop the pain
then i would
but it seems that i can't lie
the truth hurts
it makes me cry
at night i try to stay awake
it's all for my own hearts sake
because at night my dreams torture me
it's not real and i can see
i wake up to feel the tears slowly fall
sometimes i wish i couldn't remember at all
i silently sit around and mope
questioning if there is any hope
i know for a fact that i am strong
but crying so much feels all wrong
i constantly have flashbacks in my head
it makes it hard to wanna move on instead
if it were a choice
then i'd rather run
because dealing with a heartbreak
i'm broken and done
it feels like wanting what i can't have
it almost feels like a painful stab
when i realized how i felt
it was so hard to believe
i wanted to shake the thought
but it just wouldn't leave
i never wanted to fall that fast
but my hold was weak and it didn't last
everything that happened felt so right
we might have rushed
but it was all right
i know right now that i am blind
because you're always on my mind
from night and slowly into day
your memory never fades away
i can smell your scent
i can feel your touch
i know i miss you all too much
i want to hold you and pull you close
hear your voice
it's what i want the most
let you tease me all you want
make me blush and whine as you taunt
but know now and understand
that i just simply want to hold your hand
no need for you to feel as i do
all you need to know is...
i love you
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