Ok, it's Christmas, which means a few good things and a few bad things for me personally. But listening to the Christmas music has helped me put myself back on track. Not the "Rudolf the Red-nosed Reindeer" or "Frosty the Snowman" "Jingle bells" music, and not all the joke songs. The real music. I'm listening to the Trans Siberian Orchestra right now. My mom got the wrong CD, but it's not like I was specific. Anyway, Christmas, me, Christ, the path I must walk etc etc. I'm not you're typical christian. My God speaks to me through music and I pray to him through music. I speak His words that all others have forgotten. I will tear down every last brick of disgrace, and smash the chapel windows so that the people cansee the world outside. I have to break the illusion of the modern world that humans have created. Stupid, stupid, stupid, humans. But I know it must be done, so I will do it. His will, by my will, an old world revived. Darkness Will Fall.
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