(this is a poem that i wrote. i can't think of a title for this so whoever reads this and has a really cool name please pm me)
Everyone around
Tries to look below
To understand the pain
A hurt they'll never know
Pulled around on strings
Like a puppet made of wood
Doing as your told
Just like a puppet should
"Have a pretty face"
"Give a sunny smile"
"Keep the tears away"
And yet all the while
I'm fighting to hold on yet
The pain is getting worse
A release for all this hurt
A blessing and a curse
I fight to keep on going
I fight to find a way
To climb out of my bed
To live each single day
I pass you in the street
You won't even glance
Any words we share
Only happen by a chance
To wash away the memory
I've taken down the hair
I really thought you'd notice
But again you didn't care
Talking gets me nowhere
Changing is a lie
Losing half your soul
Makes me want to die
I've thought about it too
But people here will need me
A truth I've never forget
No one has the right
To pierce someone's heart
And yet you did so easily
You struck it like a dart
I'm a pane of fragile glass
That gleams within the light
But also I'm a weapon
To use within a fight
Strength and smarts I lack
And grace is to come
But your love right now I need
Even if it's some
You come to my aid
You defend the earth as well
But then you disappear
To hide within your shell
For now I must abandon
What I'm writing about
My future may be shattered
But I am still a scout
And duty is now calling
To step up to the plate
To be with you again
Is left now up to fate
I wish that you could see
The feelings I do hide
And accept them as a whole
And rule by my side
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Um....ugh ******** this.
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