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i can be called many things, but the thing that most describes me is - James.
pain and friends.
this might sound cheesy but it's from my heart so here it goes...

my heart is in a lot of pain. no I'm not having a heart attack i mean in the emotional way. i haven't explained it and i don't intend to but many things are going on in my life and I'm keeping it from everyone and I've just never felt pain like this. you can hit someone over the head with a metal bat but the pain fades away. this pains cripples you. destroys you on the inside. and i hate it. i can suppress it but it still fades in and out in my heart. like someones pressuring my chest all day and night. and i'm really glad that i have helping friends like you guys (my friends for you people i don't know who are looking at this) to help me through. i couldn't get anywhere without you guys. so thanks a lot. (theres no happy crying emote so...) =) emo

make fun of me all you want about this lame cheesy entry but i just needed to tell you guys that. =) feed the knuffle and make me happy.



I put a quarter into a gumball machine and got nothing. now even disappointment comes at a price.

Do Not Click! D:




User Comments: [2]
Aikiyo
Community Member





Mon Dec 31, 2007 @ 01:27am


aww its okay i feel like that too i try to stay tough but on the inside i feel like i could crumble like if i make a mistake and everyone laughs at me i pretend to laugh it off but i feel like my heart shattered and pierced my lungs


IloveAAR25
Community Member





Mon Dec 31, 2007 @ 07:07am


dude, you are not the only one with this pain, i feel like i have made a really big mistake in my life that should have been mended a long time ago.


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