Wow... I haven't been this ill/short temptered in a really long time.... I think I am way over worked right now... I'm usually fine if my boss dosent screw around with my schedual... like if he keeps me on soil night shifts or solid day shifts. But today I was supposed to work aanother night shift tonight since I worked from 4pm to 11:30pm (since we close later now) and it was busy as hell yesterday cause it was Canada Day. BUt I was planning on sleeping all day today casue I would have to work at 5 today to the same but my boss changes it to 11am to5pm. Liek what the hell!! I only got very few hours of sleep cause he changed it. Not to help things out my littlest sister has her very hyper annoying friend over to spend the night. Which means my other sister has to sleep on my couch, WHICH means I wont get to sleep ******** again cause she snores like a ******** animal!. She could sleep on the couch in my nana's living room but she wont cuase my couch pulls out. ' I'll fall off it " well I dont ******** care! all she does is sit on her fat a** and eat and play video games all day -_- while I work all day and night.
See how grumpy I am? *points to above* I am short tempered with everyone, snapping at everyone....... I am almost tired to tears..... also I have a twinge of depression casue I'm never happy anymore. I'm always upset ab out something......
*sighs* Oh well....... No one cares anways. All my friend have deserted me, they dont call me anymore....... No one talks to me on msn anymore... the only people who acctaully take the time to talk to me is my Cousen and a few people on Gaia.... I feel very unwanted and unloved at the moment, well not just the moment but you get what I mean.....
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