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Day by day I wonder why, I wonder why i want to die. Is is because my heart is shattered or is it, because I dont matter?As i sit there in strive, i wonder what meaning there is to this life I live. But as i wonder all these things, there is still something i am unsertain of,what...what is love? What is this emotion people feel for one another, what do they matter so much to eachother. I wonder what this feeling is and hope that it is real, is it something that i can feel?Or is it just something of a phantasy, is it a childs dream...?