Tonight the topic is trust.
In other words from my experience trust is a very strange thing, given and recived, taken and torn. Trust can be a beautiful thing but you must be careful of to whom you give it to. Trust is my kryptonite, I want to find good in every one and dont see the bad until to late. Many a time where there is trust there is understanding, but not always. Thus, I am reluctant to tell two of my friends who I hope to be understanding somthing I'm hiding. But I'm unsure how to do it or even if I should! After all what they dont know can't hurt them? I tested the bonds of trust and understanding tonight with a third friend who is normally understanding and has good advice. Why then did this go so wrong? Why was the understanding I sought not there? Where has it gone? Maybe I should have kept my mouth shut and thought more about it? Or perhaps I should just forget all about it never speak of it again, just forgive and forget. I am unsure of the best path for me to travel, do I stay upon the path I'm on or need I look upon my map and head in a new direction? Only time will tell, for with time one can become so embeded in their path there is no time to change paths and start anew or it could lead you to the most wonderful places you've ever seen. What shall I do ride out the bumpy and curvy length of this road or make a sharp turn and travel a new path? The possiblites are hidden in the map I am most desperate to look at as the fork in the road approaches.
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College graduate and Advanced Emergency Medical Technician.
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